4/30到萬芳醫院看醫生，雖然是三天前的預約掛號，卻等了很久。台灣人的神經是不是真的都不太好。。。
醫院的規劃，很人性化。一進來有優美的鋼琴聲，許多小朋友、大朋友都圍繞在鋼琴旁邊，看著音樂家彈奏優美的旋律。
內科與外科都在二樓~沿著指示牌，我來到一個充滿著病人的空間，大家都在等待醫生的救援~~
為了打發時間，我只得用我的Multimedia Computer 來享受音樂，暫時神遊離開這個空間。我排的是60號，到了接近正午時分，號碼卻只跳到25號，天啊~怎麼會降。忽然間，一個亮麗的身影出現，一位小姐穿著時下流行的迷你裙，蹬著高跟鞋到了我的面前，well，她還帶著超大造型太陽眼鏡(簡直像個明星~)，她似乎是要看~精神科~忽然間，我注意到她身邊一個小小的身影，一個約莫6歲的可愛小女孩，這媽媽完全沒看到女孩似的，自顧自地走來走去，小女孩拿著運動飲料，緊緊的跟著媽媽。
我享受著我的音樂，卻被小女孩突然的哭聲吸引過去。女孩哭喊著媽媽~那位小姐，卻自顧自的講電話，說著:「你一定要給他壓力，對，對，給他壓力!@#$%~~給他ㄅㄧㄥˋㄅㄧㄥˋ。。」我聽到了，回頭看了一眼，她注意到我，卻還是不顧小女孩的狂哭，別過頭繼續講她的電話。
我忽然間好感慨，不知道什麼原因，好多情緒。我在想是不是我也得去看一下精神科，我是不是有點不健康。同學說，我得正面承認—我一點都不樂觀。well，我也不是很清楚。
今天天氣很好，Sunday跟Emily and Lucy去公館吃晚餐，結束三人便到台灣大學散步。走在椰林大道，曾經我也幻想著我可以在此享受教育的洗禮。時光飛逝囉!!
BTW, finally, I didn't see the doctor>"<
Sometimes, I just need to take a deep breathe to accept the reality. Is it what in my mind now, those blue, grey, and almost dark thought? haha, it is not that bad. Kelly is always happy and to share everything with people. 
I went to Eslite again, in the weekday noon time, and it really gives me lots of ideas; I mean, to hit me, to refill me, or to inspire me. I miss a lot of people, my ex-boss, Rachel, who starts her 2nd store (Harvest Time) in Lin Ko, and my dearest sister, and many many of my good friends.Hi, it is March 17, 2007, just back from Eslite Bookstore. It is my first time to go the 24 hour one, and a very nice experience. As what I heard, there are lots of people reading, playing PSP, or just sit down and talk about what kind of art he/she prefers. I bought some books. I don’t read that much, but really like to buy books. I found it is a habit when I go to any bookstores—must buy something. Usually, I will buy some magazines or management related books. This time, I bought “Perfume”, which is well-discussed by many of my friends. I don’t have many interests, but I have many friends who have different interests to share with me, fortunately, I could get some skin from the conversation, pretty nice.
I walked from Eslite (Don Hwa S Rd) to XinHai Rd in the midnight, a long walk again with my IBM T60 Notebook and several books, a bit heavy. It is not really too cold and only met 2 people during this journey. One is a woman collecting some paper on a bicycle, the other is 45-yr-old around man who stands on the sidewalk, after passed by for 1 min, I looked back, and he’s gone. It is really nice to walk, although my foot is hurt. I can think, think, think a lot of things. Think what I can learn, think what I can do, think maybe I can go traveling, think maybe I can study some car, maybe I can read some famous novels, think maybe I can go to English classes, lots of ideas. There are lots of possibilties. There is a slogan, “Impossible is Nothing”.
One of my colleagues will leave us soon. It is her farewell party in N.Y. Bagles, 24 hours, and still lots of people in the midnight. She is a sweet and pretty girl and planning to go to England to study marketing related fields. She’s shine when I saw her in the beginning, and from the first impression, I feel she is a good and easy-going person who I must get to know. Finally, we become good friends. To go abroad study is always a dream for me, and I feel very happy to wish Kuan all the best for the incoming challenge for her. Hope she is always happy and everything is going smoothly. ^__^
I am a bit tired now, and also know it is not healthy and harm my skin if I don’t go to bed before 23:00, but the night is marvelous which brings me a lot of ideas, and I could try to figure out some steps next and try to relax myself. I read a book today which is talking about the living attitude of Scandivan people-I.C.E-Intelligence, Creativity, and Elegance, a story of Jack’s journey in North Europe for 2 months.
I am wondering if I have a lot to say. I feel I have, but don’t know how to describe as text to you.
Frankly speaking, I feel very happy now. I can do whatever I wanna do. Lovely and wonderful life.
。吃了熱情的合菜，感謝山姆大叔的款待~
I guess Emily does too. I have feather on my fingers, white feather on black nail polish--COOL!! Hope to fly away like the feather, fly to another place. Even forget how to survive here.
