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hi, it is a great day. I went to join Emily's company's garden party in PCCU. It is long time to go there and I can see white cloud accompany with the pretty blue sky, my favorite scene, natural and comfortable. Lucy and I enjoy the party very much. ^_^ 
I guess Emily does too. I have feather on my fingers, white feather on black nail polish--COOL!! Hope to fly away like the feather, fly to another place. Even forget how to survive here.
I guess Emily does too. I have feather on my fingers, white feather on black nail polish--COOL!! Hope to fly away like the feather, fly to another place. Even forget how to survive here.I am still very happy, actually, maybe there is always trouble everywhere, and there are lots of difficulties to suffer, I know I still need to do what I hope I can do, to be the one I hope to be. Well, it is a good question. My GOAL??? I forget about it. I get lost a bit. I lost something, just like some part of the memory is deleted or not refreshed completely to cause some bugs or hang. It just can not work as before. It seems I get no confidence now, and I do not know why my confidence wants to leave me alone. hahaha~~idiot. Anyway, I am always good and I still believe I should trust myself, and do what I think is right, and do it right.
Today, I just want to tell myself that I am really TOOOOO FAT....God, I feel I am just really like a PIG. TERRIBLE. hahahaha~~ laugh at me bah!! I am a joke now. I got a heavy cold this week. Dont know why I get sick for times this year...it is really weird because I am always strong, and not easily get cold or be sick. I am wondering if it is telling me that I am getting older and I need to take care about more details. RIGHT! I agree. I also observe my skin is ...terrible too. It is terrible at all--all what I can say. I need to love myself much more than before, and I can be more selfish, and I can ignore those un-important judgement on me. I need to find the way out and find my own way. well, where is it, can some body tell me? can some body tell me?
I forget the passion. I forget the feeling. I tried to forget many things, I know. It is a bad or good habbit? quite interesting, isn't it? Sometimes I will be happier because of it, but also sad for it. It is human lor~ I laugh a lot and cry a lot. It is Kelly. Remember who I am, and remember to be always happy, any time and anywhere.
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