actually, I don't really hate "smoking", sometimes, I'm just too picky, just like a mom. I am so restrict and demanding, and like to set up the rules and people around me are needed to follow them. Well, I should have no friends, if I keep doing so. Thanks for my friends now, you are always kind to me.

Recently, I found myself no good. Maybe it is because my school work or my relationship. I don't know. Even I don't want to admit it. I am just too stupid to tell what is real or what is joke, all the time!!!

I didn't go to work today and take one day personal leave. With my Lenovo T60, (not a really cool one, I do want to have a MacBook Air), I can do whatever I want, such as preparing my Business Plan, replying some emails, checking my blogs, or searching for travel packages. I love Internet. ^_^

When I sit in the corner of the coffee shop, I should be focusing on my work. It is nice that I sit here, not in the office, even I am also thinking about what I have to do tomorrow. I am wondering what I can do better, what I should not do. I don't do my diary for few weeks, well, don't have time to think about what I am doing...OR, Do I know what I am doing? interesting. I do.

I am always dreaming, well, too much~ dreaming is not bad, but I can't get the balance. I am not socialized enough to sustain ??? I guess so. Do I need to learn to smoke to make friends with sales people and know more about the dark side of the society? I am talking to myself again, ask myself and answer by myself. There is no final answer at all. What kind of life I want to have is what I am searching for. What kind of man I want to marry is what I wondering too.

Happy, and Happy. I don't really want to be a mad lady.
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