I am too harsh, actually. I am sad about my behavior. I could even feel my own change. Good and Bad..
It was rained last night. I walked home from MRT station last night, and I don't have my keys with me. That is nothing special. I just try to be relax from the dinner with our area team colleagues. Everyday, I try to relax myself from the whole day working. The rain was quite heavy...I was angry at myself.
Recently, I hate myself. I am just too picky sometimes. I am not happy as usual. I am not satisfied what I have, I guess that is the reason. I need vacation? Don't know if it works or not.