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hey, Sun, please let me see you..

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I like holidays before, now..I hate it. I don't like to be home alone!!

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Just back from KTV. Nice!! Feel good.

It is long time (around 2 years) to meet those old friends. Cool...and appreciate their invitation~
a bit funny, a bit crazy, it is just to make me relax.

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it is 5 am in the morning. So early. I am preparing for Beijing trip now. Cold....The snow in Beijing should be melting...cold...
I didn't sleep last night. I am so tired. I feel so tired recently, and my face become older and older...ugly...actually, I am getting older. Someone said after 25, women will get old more and more faster. This is totally correct. I can feel it!! The feeling to get older is not only the winkle around eyes, but also get tired easily and unable to fall into sleep. I get lots of pompins..(forgot the spelling) on my face, so ugly...need to make some facial cure !!

miss the time in the past. free and without worries.

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it is long time to see the sunshine. Feel so happy. However, I was always disturbed by something and ruined my good intention.
To be honest, I hate the way I act and hate to be ruined. What's wrong with me? Emily questioned. I have no idea. I just can't stop it. I know I care too much and hurt myself. STOP! STOP! STOP!

I went to office today and stayed there for few hours!! I think I am a fool!!

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Dear, I went to see the movie "P.S. I Love You" which is an interesting and romantic movie. I thought I would cry if I see this movie, well...not as what I thought, I didn't cry. It is so romantic!!! haha....however, I am wondering why I didn't cry....or that means I am cold-blood now, and have no feeling about love?
Anyway, it is a nice day to me. Karen and I just go to Ding-Tai-Fongfor lunch and have lots of chat and conversation including love, family, working, and some study. We share quite a lot and feel really great. After got home, Emily and her boyfriend are home, and finally I can play poker...Thanks God....Finally, in this Chinese new year vacation...^_^....Wish everyone happy and the vacation is close the end, need to check my job soon...coming busy days...

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Most people have different masks to protect themselves or for some purposes that I was told is really true. Gradually, I have different masks now, and it will change silently without my command. I don't really like this fake world but need to learn how to survive. Under this kind of "edge" situation, to protect myself or to get better status, I can only show all kinds of masks in front of my lover or family, however, even with my family, I still have some "no-need-to-worry-me mask". So that, it is quite important to my lover to understand me, care of me, listen to me, communicate with me and etc. It is not easy for anyone to do those; when growing up, people will become more and more selfish, and no one will give their love anymore, and maybe I should say if the weight of "like" is not enough in one of the couples, and it is hard to sustain the relationship. I am not saying "Equal", just have some comments that if you fall in love with someone and you will change yourself all the time which you never know or observe it. If you don't really like they guy/girl, everything you've done to her is meaningless or just shit (excuse me). That might be some reason that I can't get loved, I am too easy to trust people with 28 age..

I am not strong at all, but no one knows. I know I can only cry at my own corner where no one will see or even give me some words. Sounds Sad? Fine. there is always More bad thing happening, I always say to myself. And I am always fine with "strong" and "firm" tone,(normally with some tears) which means I am really sad. disgusting, isn't it? I feel fine now. it is nice to write something down which I can do record easily and as well as memorize it.


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Hi, it is the 1st day of Rat - 2008..to be precisely....it is 2nd day...I went to a temple today...feel good. it is always nice to be in the peaceful environment, especially this kind of messy era. Not only "First", it is something that I feel like just need to say something here~a new thing to me. Welcome to the real world. I am still like a kid, wondering and dreaming that there is some paradise and people are nice and nice.!@#$%^&*~~~
 
Well, actually, I wanna say it is also some "Last Day" to me. it sounds funny, but maybe the so-called "Last Day" has been few days ago which I don't get realized. Shame on me. I am used to be an optimistic girl, and always give support to all my friends. However, these days, I am NOT!! I don't know why but can feel the change on me, which is unreasonable and almost lose myself and even hate myself a lot. It is really weird. I don't even know myself. just like depression....mm...I can say everything is all gone. At least I have tried my best. I know I still need some days to fill up to FULL.

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I love the life I have now, music, movie, and books. How wonderful it is. Thanks.

wow. I can only say it is wonderful to see My Blueberry Nights.
It brings the comfortable and sweet feeling to me, and also encourages me to pursue what I like and want.
Fantastic, interesting, warm, sweet, sour, a bit bitter, however, everything is just nice and just always follow the flow and I can always find the way out.

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