- Nov 25 Sat 2006 23:16
hi, it is a great day. I went to join Emily's company's garden party in PCCU. It is long time to go there and I can see white cloud accompany with the pretty blue sky, my favorite scene, natural and comfortable. Lucy and I enjoy the party very much. ^_^ I guess Emily does too. I have feather on my fingers, white feather on black nail polish--COOL!! Hope to fly away like the feather, fly to another place. Even forget how to survive here.
I am still very happy, actually, maybe there is always trouble everywhere, and there are lots of difficulties to suffer, I know I still need to do what I hope I can do, to be the one I hope to be. Well, it is a good question. My GOAL??? I forget about it. I get lost a bit. I lost something, just like some part of the memory is deleted or not refreshed completely to cause some bugs or hang. It just can not work as before. It seems I get no confidence now, and I do not know why my confidence wants to leave me alone. hahaha~~idiot. Anyway, I am always good and I still believe I should trust myself, and do what I think is right, and do it right.
Today, I just want to tell myself that I am really TOOOOO FAT....God, I feel I am just really like a PIG. TERRIBLE. hahahaha~~ laugh at me bah!! I am a joke now. I got a heavy cold this week. Dont know why I get sick for times this year...it is really weird because I am always strong, and not easily get cold or be sick. I am wondering if it is telling me that I am getting older and I need to take care about more details. RIGHT! I agree. I also observe my skin is ...terrible too. It is terrible at all--all what I can say. I need to love myself much more than before, and I can be more selfish, and I can ignore those un-important judgement on me. I need to find the way out and find my own way. well, where is it, can some body tell me? can some body tell me?
I forget the passion. I forget the feeling. I tried to forget many things, I know. It is a bad or good habbit? quite interesting, isn't it? Sometimes I will be happier because of it, but also sad for it. It is human lor~ I laugh a lot and cry a lot. It is Kelly. Remember who I am, and remember to be always happy, any time and anywhere.
- Nov 13 Mon 2006 11:00
- Nov 08 Wed 2006 12:50
Let's talk about something happened days before.以前的旅行雖然很久，但是一般都滿順利的。這次也才2個禮拜ㄟ。天啊~就幾乎耗掉我一個月的力氣。哈哈。